So this is a topic I've been wanting to talk about for a very long time, but I always resorted to skipping it because I was scared that my future partners reading this would think strangely of me haha. But fck it. I think it's magical, and it needs to be heard by everyone in this vast universe.
It's basically a very powerful connection with another human being where two massive balls of energy combine and basically become a larger ball of energy or God if you choose that word to describe it. To make things even more interesting, this energy allows these two beings to prolong orgasms for an infinite amount of time and essentially, orgasm whenever they want.
Can you imagine that shit? Being able to have sex all day and not climax? It's magic, that's what it is. Every time I explain this to women, their eyes dilute and their mouths salivate haha. Because women can go on for a prolonged period, but men peak out after a couple of minutes. Sometimes less lol. Tsk tsk.
I was traveling a lot at the start of 2018, and I took my first trip to Costa Rica after selling my Xbox and my fancy TV set. This was right after I got some type of spiritual awakening and started blogging. So after I visited Costa Rica for a hippie festival called Envision Festival, I flew to Guatemala and was taking a bus back home. On the way, I saw this beautiful hippie girl playing with a kid at the bus terminal.
She was very interesting looking and very attractive despite having a completely shaved head. Picture a girl who is bald kinda like Natalie Portman in the movie V for Vendetta. I think you need some extremely feminine features in order to wear this look, but she made it work for sure.
I saw this hippie girl at the bus terminal while coming back to Belize, but I couldn't gather the courage to talk to her mostly because she was with other people, and well, I was shy I guess. Stupid right? Well, the connection wasn't made but a few months later, she ended up popping on my dating app. We tried meeting up, but it never quite synced up.
Finally, on this one weekend, she sent me a message asking if I was free, and I certainly was haha. I hung out with her and her friends from the UK and Canada (two other girls) and we had a good time. We even went club hopping which I don't normally do, but I tolerated it since all three girls were incredibly attractive and interesting. They were all vegan hippies that did research for a jaguar sanctuary in Belize.
At the end of the first night, I was trying to figure out what was going to happen, but it all got sorted out after the hippie girl caressed my leg while we were chatting alone after everyone was asleep. It couldn't have been clearer than that. So I invited her over to my room then...
Hallelujah and praise women who give zero fcks about the standard rules!
So the first time I combined my energy with this hippie girl was a little average since I was rusty after getting off a five-year relationship, but I was in such a good flow that everything just came together very smoothly. The next few days we spent a lot of time just hanging out in silence and using sex as if it were a sacred ceremony to access a higher level of consciousness. We even created a routine where we set up incense and played some trippy, amazing music. This was all her idea. Not mines lol.
During one of our sacred intercourse sessions, we lasted almost 4 hours which was half a working day technically and this hippie girl wanted us to experiment for a full day which may or may not have happened.
Sex has never been the same ever since.
There are even some moments from this experience that still remain in my mind/heart/soul to this day. There's something very interesting that I still can't explain, and it's the fact that I knew exactly what to do to this hippie girl without even asking her. Whatever I did, managed to make her the happiest person in the world. She enjoyed everything I did, from caressing her slowly throughout her body to smiling at her without saying a word.
She told me I had the most beautiful smile and that she feels that I stare into her soul which was very deep for me. I think we knew each other in a past life, and we just connected again. That's the only conclusion I can come up with, so far.
I also think she cleansed my soul and gave me so much good energy that I could now do the same and cleanse other partners. That's what it feels like.
I haven't spoken about it in this much detail as yet. Another interesting thing that happened was that I feel that I finally learned what it means to have masculine and feminine energy.
Before this experience, I always thought that a male with a strong masculine energy was directly attracted to a female with a strong feminine energy. But this was all laid to rest after I had this very interesting relationship with this hippie girl.
What fascinated me what was we both had masculine and feminine energies in different quantities and just seemed to compliment each other. For example, one morning, I could be burning in feminine energy, and she would compliment that with an intense masculine energy. That was fcking insane!
We basically had dance of energies all the time which blew my mind and this broke all my understanding of attraction. I could talk about this for hours but honestly, it's way better to experience this magic :)
Until that happens, here's a very interesting video of a guy introducing the topic of Tantra.